Meditation and Position

I use e instead of i (in the word Logec) for my four-letter system – to say it’s a bigger one (Logec

also takes infinities into account, which Logic does not – thus the e instead of i). Don’t read this

part if you want directly the meditations, and not the math and logic part.

Positive Thinking is an affirmation, which is supposed to avoid pain to the end. This progress, anyway, cannot be a first degree integral (acceleration), a direct force – it must be an indirect force, a second degree integral (acceleration of acceleration). Directly, we must face the pain.

Carl Custav Jung once stated that negative emotions are important part of our harmonics, the whole of all frequencies. We cannot underestimate the pain.

I use four letters to describe Truth Values, usually described by two – True and False. I use the letter R for the space or axes, degrees of infinity, and the letter T for local value, degree of locality.

I use the following letters (the R significying, whether it is on the Axe, true also in infinity, and T significying, whether it’s true or false, locally):

Imagine the temperature: killing cold is I, health-growing cold (like shower with a cold water) is O, pleasurable temperature is A and killing hot, fire burning, is E. U can be when you tolerate it, but cannot say whether it’s hot or cold; and V (upside-down-U) is connecting the killing element of too hot and too cold into one conception.

E is also when you get it too soon, or when it’s a good start, but failure at the end. Sometimes I use E for something in the future you want to get – it’s a growth, but you cannot achieve it now; for such case, E is on positive axe and thus it needs to be worked through. I is the same – you have to raise your toleration levels, and by going through your I values, you grow stronger. I use words sine for such negative values, cosine for such positive values, and cone for currently holding correct truth value.

In some cases I use 1, 2, 3, 4 for i, o, a, e; and 5, 6, 7, 8 for I, O, A, E or actually for their inverse axes – then, it means you are on the axe, where your posetion and negotion become True again, and your position and negation become false again. 0 and 9 are in places of U and V for whole axes, and sometimes you need several-digits values for them. Still, there are only some hard cases, where I need to use 8 values and their combinations, or numbers made up by those values – and I can express it also with 4; 4 values themselves are not expressible by 2 values, True and False – they are not topologically the same (only by using infinity-large numbers can you do that).

Sine:

for example, facing it in your mind.

way or another, you face all the negative values, growing deeper.

Cone:

can also contain the training, work and other O values, which can be directly spending the

energy, but indirectly achieving it (in terms of using your energy and time, not gaining it

directly, it’s O and not A value, Negation and not Position).

Cosine:

Posetion, your deeper reason, which needs you, become Negotion.

I call this four-letter system (and I always say four, despite that I can use 2, 4 or 6 letters, or even

more).

I started with Zen:

old, to watch my breathing and concentrate on that, so that this focus makes the rest of my

brain empty.

empty – which one was the goal. Once you concentrate on your breath, you cannot think in

the same time by words.

This Emptiness is the Source of Energy and Inspiration. Your mind gets kind of balanced in infinity,

and you get energy and inspiration flow, sometimes a few ideas by second – otherwise, you invent

them long. The emptiness, like the watching-the-breathing was transformed to Void, is transformed

into Attention – this very same emptiness, or the experience you learn from that general focus, you

can once again gather together and focus on one area. This is called Attention in meditation – it fills

this are with, of course, energy and inspiration.

You can focus on anything you want, but the following are basic things to focus:

something real.

You can also, becoming more advanced, focus on:

When you get stuck in the concrete things, you focus on them and transcend them. Your energy,

either inside or outside, will transcend the thing you focus on, or the method to use to cope with it.

It becomes in more and more advanced dimensions, and first you cannot grasp these dimensions –

there are complex techniques for this.

Non-focus is bigger force than focus, so once your have done your local things, you want to practice emptiness further. Meditation, generally, is either focus or non-focus, for example visualization of concrete things or not visualizing at all. You can kind of imagine, that focus on a part is like mundane activity, similar to root chakra activity, and no-focus or focus on a whole (this is the same) is like heavenly activity, similar to crown chakra function.

In all the process, you transcend the reality, but much more you transcend yourself and your actions – like you are an object for your mind, you don’t even notice how you do things in better way, you use magic on yourself – they are not conscious actions, but the ones you do about things you meditated about, can be surprising, very fast and behave like butterfly effect (used in subconscious magic as well – but spirituality is not occultism, in sense that we don’t want to control the matter in desired direction, but we want a better interflow, to release tensions we have with matter – so that we become more on with it; it’s not getting over the Laws of Nature, but rather uplifting force, which makes the matter use, in regard to us, the Higher Law – whereas occultism, if you seek mere control, can make you follow the Lower Law, cause things, which the matter does not like).

Here I use the letters A and E in different way – A, if it only hold now, and E, if it also holds in the future. In all cases, E is more positive, but often unachievable, for example if a person wants you to follow their math, but is making mistakes you want – it’s their E letter, trying to be better, not worse; still, they can completely break what you do. And as it’s E, you don’t know how to say no – you would hurt their deep feelings about themselves, not the evil will against you. I sometimes use A and O letters for positive and negative thing, and I and E letters to show whether they turn negative or positive in the future, or in relation to the past, or even by the very next calculation (outside the scope of this calculation). I call this an infinity-property that you cannot measure them well in relation to current calculation; maybe, I and E are whether it’s for general good or bad.

Positive thinking, you should not use directly:

Thus, the better way (I call this Sinus – the curve down and back up, O and E):

As pain is bad for your health, you need to be very careful, that you don’t break it – you should only put it under some stress. So there are distances you don’t want to go into (let’s call them I-distances) – you need an O value, negation, not a negotion. So you create pain you can later heal. You are interested in pain about things, which can, for example, be so

general and overwhelming that you cannot even think they are problems – for example, things in society you never thought you could change, or mental or physical law, which seems absolute.

Now, this done – the light in the negative aspect starts to grow.

From the other hand, which is cosine:

In the end, my mathematics is approaching that it was Positive Thinking – it goes through this transformation, and you are still feared that you haven’t transcended the lower part, but only stick to the higher – the lower part you did not live through, will, one day start living through you, and this is not Sinus, but the actual Sickness, which can be your unturnable reality.